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1. Background story from the main character Each historical period is unique in its own way it can carry both boundless courage, honor and valor as well as destruction, violence and death if they ask me what I hate in this world most Of all is its history perfectly embodies all that is said today is today, I lost my family, home, friends what could be worse and everyone I knew in an instant. The war brought only suffering to me, and to everyone I loved and knew. It was 1811, the height of one of the bloodiest wars in human history. Ironically, I was all alone that day, I panicked I didn't know what to do, I remember how I ran struggled home and was looking for parents who are unfortunately the house is fiction, I desperately searched for them, looking out into the courtyard I caught a picture that will never be able to get out of your head parents lying and a group of soldiers oberet their bodies at that moment I was seized with wild rage and I wanted to lash out at the soldier and kill them but something held me back and told me if I do this then will die and everything to end as soon as the soldiers left I went to their bodies and hugged them knowing that they were gone forever. After a while when I realized that I was alone and in a way I was blind to what had happened I scolded my mother and father trying to give them the freedom to leave as they deserved I couldn't do anything else but leave their bodies lying in the field to feed on the filthy carrion why did I have to go through all this? Who was to blame? Soldiers? King Then I began to ask myself questions that I could not find an answer to. I don't even remember what started that war... I had to go far away from this war in a safe place it was impossible to stay here and wait for death, collected all the remaining supplies from home, I went to the path I had to walk inland to get to places untouched by war, I remember that I walked North to the port (the name of the city of St. Petersburg if about tsarist Russia)) I was desperately looking for help,people that I met that I did like never asked no one could help me or don't want, all the times are all nehvotaet food, medicine and other things so I thought maybe it was but now I don't care (just at this momet I began to think that in the world there is no good and there was only one evil)after 2 weeks of travel my food was finished I knew that if something does not come up then starve for the first time since pustya for a long time I started or at least I hoped so on my way I met a half-destroyed bar, but in which there were still people drinking beer as if nothing had happened, going into it I saw that there were 10 people there, although the bar was very small, it was well arranged so that everyone would have enough space. I went to the bartender and he was the owner of the place, looked at me he was angry for some reason and his expression was clear that he wanted me to leave, but still he listened to me, I asked for any work that would earn money for food on the road, he arrogantly replied that he had nothing to offer me, I knew that He told me about the time when wars began and because of smaller pieces of land that there were no full-fledged States in those days, war was a common thing for everyone, but there was one who did not put up with this way of life was his name it will come up), he led his tribe and after a while gathered a large army conquered all the neighboring tribes warring tribes of differing on culture, religion and language using the absolute cruelty has a full gosudartsva in MDM with there was a huge number of different religions and traditions and most importantly that it had no internal conflicts, all were able to get along with their neighbors, he left a legacy in which people live. After the story, he asked me, " do you understand why I told you this?" and after a short pause of awkward silence he added of course not yet. At that time I did not understand him at all what he was talking about and taking my reward for his story I moved further North the further my journey continued the more difficult it became for me and so it went on day after day, much of what I saw I would like to forget in the end, going further North I was there I remember how the rain started and I was looking for a shelter remember that small cave where I hid after that was a complete nonsense I was gripped by the thought that maybe this is the end but I was already a mess what with me bude Looking around I noticed that no one in her corner of the cave sat a girl of 14 and was looking at some stone and something whispered something like "it's not my fault and not her to describe her would be difficult in the cave was pretty dark. Not only did I notice that I was not alone in the cave when she noticed me she came up to me and asked for my forgiveness saying that she would definitely pay me back. I generally did not understand what she was saying that is not udevitelno... after that, I couldn't remember.